TW: Rambling about abuse and shit I always feel guilty when I refer to what my parents did and what my parents still do as 'abuse'. It just makes me feel really guilty for two reasons. I feel like it's not actually abuse and I'm just being a brat and putting my parents under the… Continue reading Guilty
I had initially planned to write a post titled 'I've had enough' for a completely different type of post. It was gonna be about the stupid work my dad's doing in the living room and how it's disrupting everything. But now, things are different. This time I'm making this post because I've really had enough.… Continue reading I’ve Had Enough
I'm talking about abuse so here's your trigger warning. . . . I spoke to my mum today about being hit as a child as punishment. I can't remember hiw we got to that topic, but I told her that hitting is bad enough, but straight up belting your child (or anyone for that matter!!… Continue reading LNR: She Says She Can’t Remember
Two posts in one day, wow... I thought I'd write this now before I forget. Today as I was walking home, I had thoughts come into my head, saying stuff like I hate myself. It bothered me, yes, but it's not like I've never had a flood of negative thoughts attempt to wreck havoc in… Continue reading Emotions from The Past
I used to think I was a burden. When I left secondary school, I stopped thinking that way. If the thought tried to come to my mind, my mind would squash it in a second. If I told myself I was a burden, I wouldn't believe it. So why is it that I think other… Continue reading A Burden
So, I've been trying my bests to write posts weekly but recently I've just been unable to. I've been relying on scheduled posts and I think I have one more coming. After that, I won't be posting regularly. I may vent a bit or share my thoughts just so I don't spend too much time… Continue reading I’m gonna need a bit of a break
A quick post on my phone because my wifi's down. Hopefully it won't take too much of my data. So I talked about autism in a previous post. I hope I was clear in saying that I have not been diagnosed, but it was suspected of me in the past. A while ago I decided… Continue reading I Don’t Want It Anymore.
It's always great when twitter fucks you over (I'm a little pissy because my twitter app isn't working and I'm too lazy to get my laptop) If you see a bunch of 'pineapple pizza' posts on my twitter- now you'll know why.
I've been napping on and off all day today. It's almost as if I'm paying sleep debt for several nights (of only 3-4 hours of sleep) in one 24 hour period. I just hope I dont leave my laundry outside...
My mum caught me reading one of my BL comics aaagggghhhh. Somehow coming out as a fujoshi is scarier and cringer than coming out as bisexual. I better get prepared for some weird questions later on... nooooooooooo ~Peanut
I did it with love. This is in relation to this post: Anyway, I'd like to add that the video featured in this video is not mine, it belongs to BBC Three (as you probably have guessed) so here's the link to that video.